Fallen

"the greatest single cause of atheism in the world today is Christians who acknowledge Jesus with their lips, then walk out the door and deny him with their lifestyle. that is what an unbelieving world simply finds unbelievable."

I thought that I had discovered the feeling of resistance. I thought that I had beaten my thoughts and my urges and my selfish actions. I do believe that this is a hard road I am about to take but I do believe it is all worth it. Right now my lifestyle does not meet my lips because my lips are not moving. I have kept silent about my passion for so long and another person has been speaking for me. Today was rough and I am expecting rougher days ahead. My thoughts are with you who read this and the rest of the world. I want to accomplish so much but I must start with my soul. I must grow humanity before I start planting other seeds.


Jessica Rose

disconnection

"Because with every action, comment, conversation, we have the choice to invite Heaven or Hell to Earth."

I have felt disconnected from myself and the world around me for quite awhile. I believe that the more selfish you become the more disconnected you become from yourself. I have always found truth in giving. My true identity has always been with giving to organizations and missions. Yesterday I spent my whole day outside underneath my favorite tree. I had my new book in hand and a whole world ahead of me. The temperature was perfect and it felt wonderful to disconnect from the city and re-connect with nature.

I feel the winds are changing.

starting point

"You can only become truly accomplished at something you love. Don’t make money your goal. Instead, pursue the things you love doing, and do them so well that people can’t take their eyes off you."

Here is my starting point. I have been a lot of people but today I start my journey in becoming myself. I have fought my mind and heart and now I am going to put down my arms and live. On this blog you will read about my struggles, my thoughts, and the people that inspire me to keep moving. Here I will finally find my fate and hopefully some more faith.

Jessica Rose.